The especially day, If you like the moon too . You must know...

This week was special of my life, because I know this year maybe is my last year learning at school. Maybe ours English teacher is right- if you don't understand why are you wish learn F.6, well why are you sitting in the classroom?
That makes me feel sad! I think I not very work hard to prepare my exam. I don’t know why I always feel tire and sad...
In my family, I have mum dad, and one sister (lower than me), so in my childhood still now, I always need do many extra things, like cooking for my sister, clean the house... If I have problems that must try to do myself, but my sister always luck- she not need do any housework.
I love my family, however I not sure they are love me!

Today is first day in due for learning at school. That maybe my lest years learning at school. If I cannot pass the HKCEE.
Especially make me feel today's meaning. Today is a sunny day; the sunshine gave me and my friend a happy felling. Our teacher gave me a new pew, that very close the blackboard, I think that's fine ...I can focus more to learn.
Let me make a wish: I wish I can happy everyday and can use my effect pass the HKCEE.

Just two month, I almost cannot believe, the school's change… more new than before(including teacher and principal) If I am a F.1 student I think I will happy see there.but by myself, I don't wish the school have so bigger changer, I know that's very selfish. But I just try to keep everything for my know well. Please excuse me. I don't wish lost my teacher, my school .

About the new principal, I think he mest can do very well… that's not just he very kind and have two master degree. According his speaking and active, I think he have many good mind about education. So believe the school must better before.

Yesterday, my hometown's grandma had a bad information for us …she don't careful hurt the leg.
85 years old, I already cannot sure I can see her how many day. My sister and I also lived with grandma before. At that time, I really afraid, I afraid I cannot see her any longer.
her son (my uncle), always take care money… I think he deem money is important that his mum.
What can i do?
You must will healthy accompany our years by years…

That's our history teacher's baby. Look at his face...just like see our teacher.

Today is 'Great Heat'.That is one Chinese calendar, delegate very hot. According to my family's tradition, we must swimming and eat the mung bean syrup today. My mum said if we ate mung bean, the god will bless our healthy this year.
This summer I not come to my hometown, it is because I have much homework and I must prepare the HKCEE exam. But I really miss my grandma, I wish eat the mung bean syrup with her. My grandma already 85 years old, always sick, but her son and family often cannot live with her. That is not a good thing.
What are you doing? grandma? Do you eat the mung bean syrup?

The Old Lady
If deem journey danger's people is old. I think me also an old lady. Maybe some people will say sit down at home also dangers, if like this, what can you do?
I cannot sure what happen make me have like this not safe feel. But I believe if your childhood saw the people used knife plunder your family, saw your mum's marry present gave the thief wrest, saw your mother cries in your face...I think you impossible will deem this world is safe.
Although I think journey is danger,but I still like travelling, I wish see the different people, different culture. But everything just 'thinking' not to do. The problems except money also have the courage!
So, until now I just an OLY LADY, like watching the atlas and listen the traveller say his experience.

The school exam already finish.
I not so happy, It's because my grade not good. When I first come to school I already not like the exam, maybe my family and teachers will say 'the school exam are give you chance, you can show the other people your ability ...'But you know every years how many students cry of the exam? you can say they are not work hard .... but If you are a teacher, you must know,how many people they hard-working, but in the exam can't get the high grade?
I feel that's not fair. Why the community used 'exam' to critique people's good or bad?
If they can't pass the exam, that also can delegate what?

Teacher'job
I remember when I was a children, I ask my friend- what is your dream? I cannot believe, over 50% people have a same dream with me. They dream is teacher...
Many people (include me) all think teacher is an easy and funny job. Can every day close the children, every day have a smile. But when I gradual learn, I find teacher’s job is not so easily...
Sometime will very angry, sometime will very hungry (when the teachers keep back the student). However I think teacher's job most sad part is looking students away. You know everyone also have feel, the rather that that your students? Maybe you scold they every day, maybe they made you bad mood every day. When they go out the school, what is your feel?
Still now, I already ask my friend my dream is “doing the teacher”, It is because I don’t like say good bye from beside people.

China with Hong Kong

1 may is Chinese labor festival. In mainland, people have a long long holiday in this festival. But Hong Kong is Hong Kong, He also have some differ thing than China. In earth holiday, I with my classmate went to Beijing, Our live in Beijing five days; visit the great wall, the Forbidden City... and exchange with the Beijing secondary school students. Its amazing thing, I have many thinking at this journey. If you went to Beijing, you must feel the dense politics atmosphere... We cannot watch the English or Cantonese TV, if you went to the museum, they maybe will think you ‘take the country secret’... this is not very good’s experience, when we ask the Beijing student about the politics questions. They like don’t know everything.
I think that is a problem, I know china government “seal off information’s skill"'s really perfect. So I think HK is a good place in China.

Today is my grandpa's birthday, my family just like forgot, but I still remember, I remember that day was a sunny day, I was a S.2 student. When my mother inside the classroom, I still don't know everything. My mother holds my hand inside the house, mist, sob, the house around is black...... I saw my grandfather slept in the floor, he's face was white, I cry at that time, I know my grandpa was dead, he cannot cycling accompany me went to school any longer. From that moment on, everything changer, grandpa's room become a litter room. He's clothes, book all burn. It's Chinese habit, if people dead, he's everything also cannot remain. So the burn make my family's memory also burnt. I know nobody wish always remember some bad bygones, but today is his birthday, we are his dearest family...

When people live in the bad environment, he’s life will beautifully than the live in good environment’s people.It’s true things. War, plague, tsunami... they life environment is not good, but why live in there’s people will happy than us?
So many information showed up over 80% live city’s people always feel unhappy! I not a Scientist, cannot 100% ask you the reasons, but I can tell you what is the cities people’s life.
Monday to Sunday, is the work’s time,9:00-6:00 doing the work, afraid give boss know you leisure, afraid cannot finish the homework, afraid children’s future, afraid not money give landlord...
The Hong Kong Government always said, ’Hong Kong people don’t afraid laborious, we quickly, agile, 24hours stand by, keep HK’s superiority...
Yes, day by day, working working working ...
People become always afraid, always ‘said money’, always busy... become unhappy!
Why? I think you already know!

Remember
I believe when you see again your old friends, you must very happy. It’s true, yesterday I saw my old friend again, she is my s.5 classmate. I remember my primacy school life was not so good; I am a not popular student, maybe many people cannot know ‘not popular student‘s life’. That’s my black 6 years. When the students like with you ‘badinage’, they never care your feel, and you? Only can hear the “fun” …
So, I never with my friend badinage, still now.

mickey is my only friend, I think.






Do you know what is ‘bad’ of the day? Now I tell you. The day before, I feel I already entirety adapt the colony get along, actually it is not true!
I don’t like the colony life, when I saw the people plays together, I will go out. The 5 Jan 2006, is school open day, so bustling and jollification. I am a school serve. My responsibility is serving the other students, formerly my duty time was 1:00p.m.-2:00p.m, but on the 2:40p.m. I still stand my duty post, nobody careful from me. Do you understand? Maybe I forever cannot adapt the school life, maybe I always never to be popular among.
It is my problems? I once work hard, but now......