工作日志
四月29日

戏剧性的事情发生了，有人转发了我的电邮给高层，然后高层下命令要同顾问公司尽力争取...说实在，有吓到和胆怯。只是几个星期的时间，我换了工作和职位，然而我没有觉得自己和几个月之前有什么重大的改变，我还是那个错漏百出的我。

觉得很疲惫，没有人可以帮上忙，有事上来也没有人可以问~ 我觉得自己不懂的东西还很多。

SMK也失业了，我家的小龟在今天以后也要失业了。经济不景气，我也不清楚自己还要做多久。站在刀锋上的感觉，是的，在危机当中扬名立万的机会更大，这和我当初的想法一样，然而，高层的决策当中有我最厌恶的高层政治，我很累~现在的我只想有东西学，准时上下班，有薪水，有时间发展自己兴趣，种种薯仔...

其实，未来的事情又有谁知道？
就放开胸怀去迎接未来，反正我也没有什么可以输的东西了

加油

久未约同学们出来，真出来了，吃个饭却比预定时间迟了整整一个多小时。闲聊时候说起该位同学在遥远的新界上班，一个多小时的车程，可是他也赶来了。

大家各自说了自己的近况，有的说下个月去台湾拍婚照，有的说刚刚进了大台当导演，有的说自己终于成为独当一面的设计师，有的说自己刚刚换新工作...

承如老师当年的戏言，大家可是注定要在工作上遇到挫折的。

同学说我依然未能放开，我反问她怎样才是放开？她说有一天我不会提起旧公司的人和事，那大抵就已经放开... 只是珍阿，我记性太好了，脑子容量很大，好的不好的大的小的我都记得，那我曾经引以为傲的，现在反而成为我最大的痛苦来源。

曾经，天色一黑，灯一关，我就觉得想哭。 不能理解为什么大家都迫不及待要到的香港这样一个冷漠无情的地方。

在政治的角力上我表现幼稚，我不适合，也不希望自己变得世故。只是，如何在乱世之中保护自己且不离初衷，大概也是社会大学中我依旧需要进修的一门课。

加油喔~婉儿

Working Diary
27 April 2016

Mid of third week. still pending the offer from other company. Waiting is a long journey, time can destroy dream and hope. Last time better find a job before deliver the resignation letter.

They start let me draft the invoice letter, VO letter but deliver to be on the time should be off... I am not happy with it, as a company that treat OT is company culture and no system at all....

Shared plant photoed with friends and quite good hear their news.

Mum came back and little turtle will be released soon.

Be patient and keep waiting, others, I can do nothing.

Janet

Working Diary

26 Apr 2016

Most most important thing that I remember in this two weeks is write my working diary.

Told my situation to ex-college, we summarize the key problems are the there is too much works and here not yet have works.

Issue out some personal document to civil contractor company and pending for their offer.

When there is an offer, I will accept it... try to learn something new la... might be there is something new pending me. 

Life is always busy and need make a balance. Leave a convenience zone need courage. thank you you all, my exit college.

Thanks

Janet 

Third Weeks

25 Apr 2016

Sunny

Still no important thing need to tackle, I am tired that using one week to finish one quotation only. Not yet have or will it have other offer? 

Still remember the old friend in S, we have to say, the feeling likes schoolmate. Shared cake photos to Yuan and he replied me the another sweet video. Lily said she wan to spare time to join the production process. very sweet ar...  

Little sister's last day is coming and she feels stressful that after sent out CV but still have no reply yet. I try to have a sharing to her that the market is really not performs good. No one know I let on early of Feb but on board on Apr. When you stay at home alone without other business but just keep send out CV, that feeling is not good. You will try there is any problem for the CV or there is any problem for me... 

When you look back, take out all emotion, you will find the real reason that you left. There is a place not encourage people to growth. Let it go, Ying, I believe our future shall be better. 

I promised once I have new offer, I will planning a new trip with her. Be happy ar. Add oil.

Janet

Working Diary
20 April 2016

Second day of second week, carry out the VO works which the PM assign and I feel the progress for pricing VO is really slow and the handling procedure is poor as well.

I told that guy we shall build up a PR rate sheet and star rate sheet in order to proper monitor the VOs.

Received KH's call yesterday morning, quite happy that we told business event as nothing happen. He mentions that he still on going with their subcontractor issue and try to summarize the things that I left. I told him now I get a new job and I working at NTT. I guess he already know which company I working for, as there is limited companies which had works in NTT.

Told that guy the reasons that I left my previous company during lunch hour. He also felt stressful and I guess he no longer want to go my previous company now.

We shared many things, the age, career experience etc. what he presents is that he got a lot of hard time. Searching my pass experience, what I still remember the happiest time is when I working as tutor. Everyday you can saw the child, nothing you need to worry and you can believe what you do and you say can affect people, made them a better man. Finally I find that is my dream, unfortunately it is too far away from my working now.

Dream to reality.... still have a very long distance.

So Man Key told me that she will go the that three big guy interview and we also shear the interview experience.

Previous company? likes a very bad EX as my sister said, we better forget about it.
Finally I need to growth up but I blessing that under the road, have many lovely you.

Janet

My Working Diary

Second weeks working for new company, the situation is definitely better than first week. I stop thinking my previous company, old times, people and system. As my sister said, it was passed and everyone know what hard time you suffer and you know that very well. If there is not a good memory, how about just "Let it go"?

Memory always telling lie as in deep we trend to remember good things rather than bad thing.

I keep go to the interview in different company last week, there are second interview that offer to V company. actually the process is tired and time consuming. Benefit, working environment, salary, workload... P, C, V...

Change is good because it can inspire you for further learning and we shall take the challenge from environment rather than stay in our convenience zone and learn nothing.

Right? I believe it is the real life.

19 Apr 2016
Morning
Janet