You cannot blame anyone for your failure, in fact it is a responsibility for being an adult, which you should have courage to learn and accept your own failure.

我不擅長掩飾, 留下來非我所願, 倘若有機會, 也許我會找個自己喜歡的地方過我的日子。
有時候不是談不談政治, 而是你背負這個地區的頭銜, 麻煩自然就找上門來... 無妄之災, 云云眾生中, 你也只能當一條被殃及之魚, 在水裡嘆氣